There's Silly, There's Stupid, There's Fucking Insane
2007-12-11 16:43
I've always wanted to be that strange woman who gives you the impression she's a little bit crazy, but is actually a wise, calm, comforting kind of woman once you get to know her.
Divi in my head always spews out such nice things about humanity. It's hard to capture, sometimes, but the meaning sums up to be “We all are who we are by what we do. And what we do is live on.” It's supposed to say something. It's supposed to say no matter how messed up we are, we keep on going. For survival? Sure, we have our self-preservation instincts. But mostly because we can, because we want to, because life is supposed to be this amazing adventure.
And then I get myself thinking “Yes, I want to be Divi.” But she's wholly imaginary. Except she's not, because she's in my head.
Is that what life asks? To paint this image and make it real?
I'm never going to be that pretty. But I can be a little bit crazy.
It's a step.
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