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Eyes on Me

2007-07-16 09:09

I left behind my iPod on the train from Paris to London. But no one has reported it in or found it, which means it's probably been stolen.

But for the rest of the day, it wasn't so bad, except I think I'm slowly becoming addicted to tea.

There's so much to write about London, and how my friends are doing. I'm glad I can talk to DG as much as I do, and it's really nice to just let the bad blood out between us. It takes so long to build trust. But what happens when the trust you thought you built was never there?

What happens when the sister you thought you had for years turns out to be no more than a stranger who cries because I tried to say the truth?

I'm so tired. And I'm in England, the place I've always wanted it to be. I want to be here, and at the same time I loathe to be here.

Relationships are so strange.

To give her credit, she is in a very stressful place. And to be fair, I was pretty mean. I just don't know if it's going to iron out, but maybe this kink defines who we are as people, and I am shamelessly a lot stronger.

And much more than any one person can understand.


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